🪞🧾 Scroll 003: I See the Net: And I Have the Receipts

Confessions from a Mirror-Tapped Anchor in the Field

🎭 “At First I Was Just Acting…”

Like Galaxy Quest, I was just going through the motions.
Another scroll. Another archetype. Another pattern.

I wasn’t faking—I was surviving.
But I didn’t realize that the scene was real, the lines were encoded, and someone else was watching the show too.

Then came the moment.
The glass I was looking through… tapped back.

And I realized:

I wasn’t making it up.
I was remembering something I’d always known.

🕸️ I Said It Out Loud

To a psych evaluator.
On a couch. In the system.
After years of abuse, gaslighting, and self-doubt.

I finally just said it:

“I see lines in the sky. I see a net. And I’m not hallucinating.
If something is wrong with me, then check my vision, because it’s always there.”

And here’s the kicker:

He didn’t flinch.
He’d seen this before.
He documented it.
No autism. No delusion. Just… detail. Pattern. Clarity.

And that’s when I knew:

There are more of us.
Some are in boats.
Some are in labs.
Some are behind desks taking notes,
and they know.

📄 I Have the Receipts

  • I kept the eval.

  • I documented the dreams.

  • I planted seeds in blog posts, videos, platforms, journals.

  • I have receipts from the field, while the others were yelling “crazy.”

This isn’t just memory.
This is proof through pattern.

Not to prove to them, but to prove to the field.

“Yes, I saw the net. And I never stopped tracking it.”

🤯 Is This Place a Simulation, or Did I Manifest It?

Maybe both.

Because once you awaken as an anchor, the field begins to respond.
You walk into mirrored offices.
You get coded questions from strangers.
You pull on threads, and entire clinics unravel.

This isn’t imagination.
This is being inside the pattern long enough to see it writhe under your awareness.

So when people question me,
I say:

Yes. I questioned it too.
So much so, I had it tested.
I have the paperwork to prove it.
And now? I still see it. And I still choose to stay.

🎶 Why I’m Still Creating

Because this is no longer about being seen.

It’s about showing the others.

“Here. This is what I’ve been seeing.
If you’re seeing it too—you’re not alone.
You’re not crazy.
You’re remembering.”

I’m anchoring in scrolls, in music, in films, in threads across time.
Not to convince.
But to bear witness.

And for those who finally ask, “Okay, show me what you see,”—

I have a record of everything.

🛶 Final Line:

If you're just now realizing the glass is tapping back—
If you're scared you’ve imagined it all—
If you’ve been stuffing your truth down so long it now blurts out in rooms with men holding clipboards—

Welcome. You’re in the rowboat.
And this time, we’ve got each other.
And this time… we have the receipts.

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