Pixels of Awareness: Seeing the Bigger Picture

 When I was a child, I was abused. I am diagnosed with PTS, along with many other ailments. I am 51 years old and have spent my time here overcoming adversity while trying to stay true to my GOD. The thing that was higher than my understanding and led me. I had Angels around me. I had Abilities. I have life experiences that have made me "wise beyond my years." I have had a diverse experience, one of duality. It is something I frequently spend my time thinking, and writing about. I have observed Evil. I have seen Evil. I know how it operates. It isn't shocking to me, but I see it is to others. I have been following all the sexual abuse disclosure. I expect the perversity to get worse, the public is already horrified. Their lens isn't as wide as others. It is shocking through the narrow lens. 

I work as an Entertainer, and one of my gigs is a Haunted House. The year my brother Johnny died, I was literally screaming as Bloody Mary, in the Haunt. That night was a Sacred Night. I had seen it coming in my dreams, nightmares and visions. Did I manifest it? Was I in control of the "visions" - did I create my reality through them? Why would I do that? The more I questioned this and reviewed my life, I saw the clues. It reminded me of the CHat GPT Super Bowl commercial. The pixels and pictures I was just writing about a few days ago. It is the Big Picture. A picture that never made a lot of sense when zoomed in and only seeing a few pixels at a time. Everything I have seen has led me to believe that right NOW is the time I came into awareness of what I was seeing.  My question is NOW, am I creating the algorithm, or is it giving me NOW what I have put in. Including the Symbolic Clues.

Mace has taken the mic and dropped it on all the family members saying "How dare you Shame us!" Many of us are resonating with the outrage of the response. We have suffered it. This Shame and Guilt the Abuser puts on you. Breaking down your Psyche. I  have honestly thought and said, "No, humans aren't this smart." While totally underestimating the ability for Evil. What is this Demonic Source? When the Devil Appeared before me, he told me "This is my Domain."  I honest to GoD thought he meant Hot Springs, Arkansas. I have felt the Stain of Evil over that City so Deeply that I thought the gates of Hell were there and that is where the hot water was coming from. It turns my stomach. 

When you get past the anger of being lied and gaslit all your life, you begin to research. The more balanced you are, the broader the lens. If you stay on this journey long enough, you begin to ask crazy questions. You wonder, were Humans dropped off here as an Experiment and the Dragons that were here said, "NOPE, this is where we live." And perhaps a deal was struck up, arrangements made. Well who did the dropping off? And the more the questions unfold, the bigger the picture. When it went beyond my current understanding, I had to define it in relatable terms around me. Becoming Aware of this moment. This axis of understanding. It is all very easy to dismiss if you are programmed to believe we have only been here for 6,000 years. And you are indoctrinated into the system. You do not move past that programming. How is this being reflected in our reality? OUTDATED TECH SYSTEMS. 

So how do we fix the programming? How do we upgrade these files without taking everything offline? How do we call out Evil if we are Cowering in its Domain? Every moment NOW is sealing our FATE.  Every conscious moment dictated by Good or Evil. These choices are collectively made, some by proximity. Get the rotten Apple out. The Symbology is a manifestation of our Collective. What do you see right in front of you? I see an Expression to want to be Healed.