"Reflections in the Matrix: Manifestation, Intuition, and the Glitches We See"
I was scooping up shit and cleaning the litter boxes while in deep thoughts. Many things whirling around in my mind. Are we manifesting the material, or reflecting the Spiritual? There is a book I have been wanting to read by Billy Carson I want to read. The idea of this being a holographic mirror is what is weighing on my mind now. All the highs and lows, defeats, wins we are feeling as a collective is mirroring my own emotions. We create our reality through this channel. This mirror, holograph, reflection, matrix, illisuion, veil ... Open your eyes. I realized many things in these shit scooping moments. We have been programmed for these feelings by Hollywood. We realize now the programs we have been watching. The collective anger resonates, yet brings a relief. I had to think about all these things, chop wood, carry water and prepare myself for freezing weather tonight.
My old point of contention with my mother regarding "New Age Thought" that this was an illusion. Magical thinking wasn't serving the reality. There are consequences here, damn it! We argued about reality. And in my dreams I have been shown a view of reality from above. My mother then turns to me and says "Now that you know you could have done anything, what would you change?" That question bit hard. I had been wrestling all my life with reconciling childhood abuse. I swung from branches of reincarnation, karma, survival of the fittest, all the thought systems that might explain it. Everything happens for a reason everyone says. Yea, but what the fuck was the reason and there is a reaction and response to everything. This isn't jiving with my brain. It isn't resonating. What was resonating?
I was scrolling down X this morning, feeding my matrix addiction, when I came upon a rehashing of Mandela Affects. A thought occurred that these were just glitches in the Matrix. When AI creates things as of now, there will be something just a bit off. A slight enough of a variation that animals can sometimes blur into new creatures. Heavens have slices of oranges or lemons floating in the sky. It is off enough that you question if it is AI. We have noticed this with people now. We have started waking up to the program. The Matrix as we see it now in the collective.
I imagine myself as Neo, where am I in the movie? Maybe at the spoon bending point? Not yet a Christ or Krishna. I am not even certain what those terms mean anymore. What was a Krishna?
Etymological Meaning:
- The name "Krishna" (कृष्ण) derives from the Sanskrit root "kṛṣ", meaning "to attract" or "to draw," and "na", which can mean "bliss" or "joy." Hence, Krishna is often interpreted as "the one who attracts" or "the all-attractive one."
