Distortions in the Illusion

 I had an interesting dream last night. It was actually funny and refreshing, which was a change. I dreamt I was in Eureka Springs and Graham Hancock and his wife were visiting. We all walked around town, looked at art, ate in restaurants and then returned to lodging to settle in. We all gathered by the fireplace and listened to Graham. He talked all night and when I woke, I realized I had fallen asleep listening to his audiobook America Before. The night before I also had a playful happy dream. This has been a radical change for me. No apocalyptic dreams. I wasn't running from a world in chaos. Was this a sign of healing in my subconscious? Was it a sign that since I began to recognize it might be, I was released from them? I am open to all possibilities. 

Another person I have followed for over a decade is David Wilcock. I have been catching his live streams on youtube every Sunday. I feel like his archetype might be the same as mine because he has tapped into a collective and experiences similar to mine. Many people seem to be waking up to this shift and seeing a pattern. It is all patterns, cycles, a moving evolution that continues forward, regardless of what we think. Something he said in a recent live video struck a chord with me. It was a side note that just came out. "I don't want to be this spiritual!" I have felt that over the years, knowing what it meant. Then I began to surrender. As many of us have. 

Every day I ask for "things" that are not serving me to be stripped away so I can serve the greater good without hesitancy. I have watched my world transform. I have witnessed my world responding to me, moving me, helping me to develop my faith. There are days I can put on the armor for good with no issues, then there are days I have radical and painful breakthroughs, dark moments I have to work through to get to the other side. I am never in regret after I work through these times, but going through them is extremely difficult. It is painful. 

Terrance Howard, Billy Carson, Candace Owens and Ye are also demonstrating these transitions. Embodying the Christ Consciousness, teaching what they are learning and experiencing. That call that is in all of us has awoken. Terrance Howard also revealed something that resonated with me, profoundly. He said he didn't come into this world like others, he was aware and can remember. I came in being aware of the illusion. I came in with senses awakened that others didn't understand, and took a great deal of abuse because of it. But, it is there. And as I pray daily for the fear to be stripped away and honor the light within me and shine it to the world, I do become scared. I am willing to let all that does not serve higher good fall away, it is just a painful process at times. When I give into the process, I feel secure and guided. I feel at peace. 

I'm working on becoming aware of what and when I am pushed out of alignment, what pushes against my spirit and inner voice. What doesn't resonate with me. There is a lot of information coming to the surface now, validating what my inner spirit rejected naturally, but was pushed into believing. Being called a crazy person or a conspiracy theorist does not bother me anymore. Going agains the search for truth and calling for higher good is a badge of honor for me, however it is defined by others. I am gleeful to see so many following the same path I am. The same light, the same inner guidance. So are we all crazy, or just not evil and serving personal agendas? This is what the Law of One teaches about service to self, versus service to others.  It is what I feel is the choice to do something selfish and hurtful, instead of serving and honoring the greater good. 

I haven't spoken with anyone from my extended family in a bit. All of my immediate family is dead. I lost two brothers, a husband and my dog in the last four years. I've felt some pain and I have felt some release of karmic debts and contracts being fulfilled. The harvests I have been dreaming about are harvests of collective types and experiences. As I study the Law of One more, I recognize many of the teachings have been innate to me and is very easy for me to understand. There is no agenda of power or control. There is no service or worship of a church or religion. It talks of the distortions. Distortions in this illusion. There is something much greater going on here than you are born into slavery and have to work until you die. All of these people I have mentioned have seen this too. The awakening to this is the shift. 

More obelisks are appearing out of nowhere again. The last time this happened was in 2020. According to sources, these are art installations that anon artist is doing for no reason other than to do it. The vaccinations are being questioned now. Our country is falling apart. If you don't think the shift is here, then the brainwashing is deep. As I type this blog, the second Emergency System notification has sounded on my phone. An armed man is on the loose in our area. FEAR! Part of me thinks these fear pushing tactics will get worse. Too many people are walking away from main stream media because the illusion is falling apart. The reality as we knew it is coming unraveled like the sweater I am crocheting in my repeating dreams of Putin. How bizarre is all of this? I am in awe. 

Glitches in the matrix. Like the dream where I saw behind the curtain or I was on the highest peak in snowy mountains looking down at great heights. The time after my mother passed and she showed me what was beyond here. She asked me, "Now that you know you can do anything, what will you do?" She came to me reminding and quoting me passages out of The Kybalion. The Ky Ba Lion. Mentalism I am reminded. You don't have to spend decades trying to figure it out, dots are being connected and revealed. If you can see it, become aware of it, open up to it, it leads the ways. My rational mind and experience here has been trying to balance all of this my entire life. I was flat out told by a former friend from my youth that I was totally insane with saying The Matrix was real. That is a wound that cut deep because this persona long with others was constantly ridiculing me and reminding me of how ignorant I was. How uneducated and stupid I was. My circle is very small now and exclusive. Here is the interesting rub: without all of these people attacking me, ridiculing me and abusing me publicly, their shame would be hidden now. The stage of hypocrisy in my dream is part of all this. 

The other interesting thing that is coming up in our collective awareness is the music. When I was struggling to start giving in and giving up aspects I thought I loved, music was one of them. Ironically now, I can't listen to the radio at all. I don't resonate with the music because it is too close in my consciousness now and I don't want to feed it bad choices. Carson and Ye both talked about this, how bad the music has gotten, how toxic. The toxic evil side is being revealed on many platforms. On many stages. With various characters. Shakespeare told us. A lot of things told us, and now we are seeing the distortions and waking up to the illusions. 

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