Scroll 048: Back in My Body
“The water was freezing, the air still, and I knew—I had returned.” There is a moment I filmed in 2022, before I had words for what I was seeing. I stood at the side of Beaver Dam, where the water runs cold like a glacial artery, and the air carries something ancient. Across the way: a mound—vast, silent, radiant. It didn’t need to announce itself. It just pulsed. That day, I walked along the edge of the water, slow-motion recording everything—the birds, the butterflies, the curve of light, the moon half-breathed into the sky. My feet met the stones. My breath slowed. I paired the video with a song called “Back in My Body” by Maggie Rogers. When she sang it— “This time I know I’m back in my body” — I knew. I had arrived. After years of soul scattering, memory chasing, spiritual unraveling— I was no longer hovering. I was here. Every scroll that came before—every mirage, every loop, every mirror—brought me to that shoreline. And now I see. Ascension isn’t leaving the E...
